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Assalamualaikum,

I can't believe that i'm actually about to finish my degree soon. Time sure flies fast. At this young age i'm about to finish my degree. Alhamdulillah. Pray for my final year. Pray for my internship. Pray for my thesis. Pray for my viva. Pray for my life. Amin.

I wouldnt say i am an introvert. I am partially introvert and extrovert. I have small circles of friends. Honestly, i dont even know if i really mean anything to them. Do i give any impact in their life? Do i have a place in their hearts? Do i will remain in their mind? Do i exist anymore to them? I bet if i ask anyone to describe me they will have no idea how to. I'm not good at making new friends and i'm not good at maintaining good relationship with them. Gosh what is wrong with me.

Let's keep it short, i miss my friends 😭

Internship

Assalamualaikum and hello

Since i'm in the mood for blogging after all these years please do expect few posts from me. Well, people are moving on to write on wordpress tumblr journal or whatever but here i am still stucked with my old blogging. I guess the sentimental value that makes me stay. Tho the feels of typing through phone and computer is totally different but hey we have to keep up to date with the technology. So i would like to thank the creater of blogger apps that make sure the blogger era has not die yet.

Okay back to my topic. Internship. What is that. Well in my university we called it practical industrial training where we experience hands on industrial work. I just love how it sounds when we call it internship. Sounds so professional i must say. So i just wanna share a short experience of mine going thru this whole internship thingy.

I cant really call it an experience because i am actually going thru it right now. Okay, before graduating it is an university requirement that we finish a 4 months training in any company and prepare a thesis as well in that period of time. Right now, i'm currently studying in semester 5 where i'll be going for an internship in semester 6. Well the process begin when you are in semester 5. You have to find a company. You have to prepare your outstanding resume. You have to go for an interview if they want you to do so. Its either phone or live interview. Any of it. You have to apply to many companies. You have to prepare for rejection. You have to prepare for plan B. Thats a lot of thing you need to do. First of all, just prepare your mental and physical. Even me myself are not mentally prepared. Now i'm in the state of applying to many companies. Which there are a few that i hope to give feedbacks. Pray for me. Bismillah to my journey. I hope everything goes well. May Allah ease my journey and the rest of my fellow friends.

I just wish that i keep an update of my life even if its short. Because you know, this is one of the thing that i will look back to when i'm old. This memories.

Alive

Assalamualaikum and hello.

Well hello to anyone that might read this blog. I'm shocked if there is any. As you can see i'm not a frequent blogger tho i promise i will be. However, i decided to log in to my blog today and i saw a comment from my lovely friend who reads my blog in 2015. I'm touched. I can actually crying any moment now. I can't believe that a friend of mine still reading my blog and are willing to scroll back to our memories years ago. That is also a reason why i don't delete any of my post. Eventho people always delete theirs to show that they have moved on to another phase of life. Well for me, i am moving on yet i will not erase any of my memories. Even i look stupid as hell in previous life. I dont care. Those are memories that i will never get back.  I will treasure it like the precious things on earth.

So, a quick update about me. Well i'm graduating my bachelor degree soon. Wow. I'm not getting married yet haha. I'm going for an internship next year. I have been aunty/acu for 3 years now. Current update of my nephew and nieces are 4 and another 1 is coming soon. I'll post their photos soon if only we know how to properly snap them without all the kids running or crying or shouting. Yep. Soon maybe.